Okay... I've gained all my weight back and then some from when I started weight watchers over a year ago. I can't blame the diet.. because I have been off it for so long.
Anyway.. I MUST get back on it NOW and be very dilligent. Usually it's the bride that worries about fitting into her dress... It would be really embarassing if I couldn't fit into my tux... (especially since those rental tuxes come with the adjustable waist.
No more cake. No more jelly beans. No more fudge. For now on, it's lean cuisine.
That is until the Honeymoon in Hawaii.. I plan to pig out like a samoan there.
That's right, I wanted to be a loser this week.
But, alas, I was not. Last week I lost two pounds on weight watchers. This week, no change. I think I did a good job of trying to make good choices, and I didn't go over my alotted points, but I did have more sweets than usual.
Sigh.
My first week on weight watchers was a success. I lost two pounds. The coming weeks are going to be harder with John's birthday celebrations this month and Thanksgiving dinners next month. Christmas in December... there will be a thousand opportunities to gourge myself out of control. But, I'm determined to stay the course.
I simply must be thin in wedding dress and ready for bathing suit season in Hawaii for the honeymoon.
Tomorrow is the first day of my OFFICIAL wedding diet. I've been eating out of control all summer, so there's no getting around the need to go back on Weight Watchers.
This will be my first attempt at WW after the change in their points system. Another woman I've spoken with doesn't care for the new structure. We'll see how it goes, because I've got to fit into my wedding dress in April.
Okay, today I'm committed to doing weight watchers again. No more eating out of control right? Well, I just ate 12 tiny Entenmann's chocolate chip cookies. But, there's still hope... I had a zero point lunch, so that's only 12 points used up for today.
Hmm, then why do I feel guilty?
Okay.. so my first week of Weight Watchers was not very successful.. Should have never started it before a Holiday weekend. Hopefully.. this week will be better...
If nothing else.. I need to get some exercise.. Can't believe how stiff I felt Rollerblading for 20 minutes yesterday...
NO MORE ICE CREAM or FRESHLY BAKED COOKIES!
Well.. one day down for me. I had two lean cuisine meals (and several Cookies) yesterday. Okay.. I know the cookies aren't a good thing, but I still fell within my point allotment so it was a successful WW day.
So can I have another Cookie? PLEASE!?

Well.. today starts my/our recommitment to weightwatchers. I've been a pig-boy of late and it's starting to show up on the scales.. 177 lbs.. OMIGOD!
Back to the Lean Cuisine lunches for me. I miss my candybars... Funny, I never ate a whole of candybars before, but after falling off the WW wagon, I was all over the Snickers and MilkyWays.